The night before the BIG DAY! :)

Today has consisted of sleep, and organizing for the big day tomorrow... the first day of the 90 day challenge.  Im excited, nervous, praying I will and CAN stick to this lifestyle change... I feel that I am so determined this time, I KNOW I CAN DO IT!!   There is a few friends of mine who think what I'm doing is 'silly' 'stupid' 'not going to work' etc... these people just dont understand how much that hurts.  I wish everyone would just be supportive but I guess thats wishful thinking...and that isnt going to happen... It just makes me want to KICK ASS even more.  I just have to remember that as long as I am determined and have enough will power it is not stupid , and it IS going to work for me!! :) but onto another note...

I am sooooo excited to try this workout tomorrow, I will be doing my fit test and the BUM BUM video from Brazilian Butt Lift, then tuesday is my Insanity day! :) Im so pumped.

My body is trying to transition to Night shift for work, where I work 12 hour shifts, so my schedule is a bit jumbled but I am determined to make this work! :) my lunch may be at 4 pm and my dinner at 9pm but I am going to get through this! I cant wait to have a SUMMER BODY! :) I will NOT buy a new swim suit until I am finished with this challenge, I may even try to find me a SeXy swim suit! lol never bought one of them before!

....... Im going to get off of here and back to work! you all will be hearing from me tomorrow after my first workout :)